After having a tough day emotionally Friday, I took my friend up on an offer to come stay at his place outside of Montrose, CO.  I got there around 7ish and we went out to dinner then drinks.  After that we hung out at his parents place, it felt like I was home with my own family.  It was actually pretty strange.  But anyways … the next day we went up to Ouray, CO, drove around to do some sight seeing, and walked around downtown.  I was absolutly georgous up there.  It was alot like Park City, Ut only just the downtown portion of it and didn’t have all the huge mansions surrounding the town.  After Ouray we went to some hot springs (yeah .. nude ones ;).  The whole day was just exactly what I needed.  I got to do alot of thinking and alot of relaxing.  The whole trip reassured me that I was doing the right thing in staying closer to home. 

 

I was also reminded of what I would really like my life to be like optimally.  I know I will have to go through other stages and probably live in other places before I will get to where I want.  But ultimatly I would ilke to be living in a smaller town.. working out of my home .. and living with someone that I care for.  I do have a ways before I can reach it but that would be what I would like head towards.  But anyhow,  I was just reminded once agian how much of a small town guy I am and that a big place such as Pheonix is definatly not for me.  I am starting to wonder if somewhere like SLC would work for me.  I know it would probably be a good thing to do so I can get certian parts of my life in order.  But it still gives me alot to think about. 

 

I want to thank Cody for opening my eyes and reminding me certian parts of myself   It was really what I needed last weekend.  He’s a great guy that I’m glad to have in my life.  Sorry about my rambling and its time for me to go to bed ..